Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Morality and Martin Dobler


True religion, in its purest form, had been discarded for human reason. Man had substituted his own form of morality, becoming a god in his own mind. The world was opening on a new, more advanced period. They would reign supreme, reducing all to ashes to build their altars to themselves. The gods of pleasure, of lust, and of greed were all commonplace. No one cared for the old dribble of out-dated texts and prophets: Except one.
            Martin Dobler lived in a small apartment with a pile of junk in his over-stuffed closet and state-of-the art technology from ten years ago. He went out rarely, and when he did he almost always wore his dark-green parka with a hood pulled up to hide the greater part of his visage.
            His socks never matched, and his black shoes were in need of a good shining. Light brown curls stuck out at all angles from the top of his head, and his wintry blue eyes always sparkled slightly. His facial hair was uneven, making him appear slightly mad, but he was quite sane nonetheless. Facial hair is not always the best indicator of one’s sanity.
            He wore sandals year-round to give him a more Middle-Eastern perspective on life, but he made sure never to wear socks with them. This made him a rather agreeable type of person.
            He stopped promptly at all, “Don’t Walk,” signs and always left elbow room for those around him. He was always around and near other human beings, but he seemed to be more of an observer than a participant.
            As he set out on his way to the “Olde Trinkets Shoppe,” he pulled his hood up around his face. A man in a stunningly brilliant navy blue suit with contrastingly dark and sinister features strolled by on his left, muttering something.
            Martin thought he heard the man say, “He doesn’t know we’re onto him, Jim,” and give Martin a sideways glance, but the man continued on his way, increasing the distance between himself and Martin.
            When Martin entered the store it was to hear the familiar, magical ring of the handcrafted Indonesian bell which hearkened his entrance. The shopkeeper, a surprisingly young and chipper man who was too high on life to think ill of anyone, glanced up from the newspaper he had been perusing to spy Martin.
            “Why, Martin, my good man, how are you today? I haven’t anything new of interest to you but I do love your poking around. A man who knows his tidbits and whatsits is always welcome around here!” Martin grinned a full grin and practically leapt over the countertop in his excitement. He was a bottle of energy with the top on, threatening to explode.
            “Charles, a pleasure as always,” Martin greeted him, extending a warm hand of welcome. The two shook hands heartily and Charles was off on a speech of unending energy and excitement.
            “Just the other day an old bloke came in and questioned me about you—I thought it was strange that someone would keep tabs on a common good fellow like yourself, so I told him squarely that I didn’t share information about my friends to strangers and you know what he said? He said I was giving lip to the wrong man and he could have me locked up for any reason he liked, that I was to tell him what your habits were, who you knew, and why you rarely left your house. I wasn’t going to tell him anything, understand, but then he gets this look in his eye like he’s a wise grandfather or something and then he tells me I would be doing you a dishonor to withhold information from him. He said you were in for a reward of some kind. Isn’t that great?” Charles ended with a light chuckle and reached over the countertop to clap Martin on the shoulder.
            “Just what did you tell him?” Martin questioned seriously, working hard to fend off a furrowed brow.
            “Oh, let me see,” Charles bit his lip thoughtfully for a moment. “I told him about your visits to me, the types of things you seemed interested in, that you were a man that mostly minded his own things and not other peoples, and that, all in all, I wasn’t sure why you did the things you did only I knew that you felt strongly that you had to stick to your faith and the way God is leading you. Isn’t that how you put it?”
            “Charles, this is important,” Martin gulped, grabbing the wrist of the other man’s cuff anxiously, “what did the man say when you mentioned God?”
            “Martin, I wouldn’t worry about that, he didn’t seem offended by your faith like most people would be,” Charles reassured him. “He just nodded real slowly and smiled, thanking me for my time and trouble. He promised to return in a few days, but I don’t know when that’ll be.”
            “Charles, I may need to go somewhere. You are the only friend I have because of my faith. Don’t tell this man anything more. I am almost certain I have been found out and that they intend to “enlighten me” as they have done to the rest of the population. I just need to ask you for one thing: that small, dusty mirror you keep behind your desk.”

Friday, April 29, 2011

The Worst Science Fiction You Will Ever Read


          Standing in the middle of a quiet street with few persons out-of-doors enjoying the last rays of the day, Frederick stuck his left hand in his pocket and pulled out package of rather odd-looking gum. The package was entitled, “Dr. Sticky Gum,” in a horrid shade of magenta with a sickly green background. On his back was a burdensome black pack with several changes of clothing for the journey. The sun was setting on the quaint little neighborhood tucked away in the corner of a town too insignificant to be named. The houses slouched carefully in the fading light, casting long, relaxing shadows on the fresh-cut lawns be-speckled with brown patches. Frederick sighed, to no one in particular, and casually popped a stick of the gum in his mouth, chewing thoughtfully before vanishing completely on the spot.
A nearby purple-haired grandmother gasped so suddenly that she almost swallowed her dentures, but regained her composure enough to stand up from her rocking chair on her dirt-encrusted porch. Frederick had evaporated from a spot not more than twenty feet from the older woman, practically standing on her front lawn. The evening had been winding down, the sky spreading a mixture of pastels and bright colors across it, as a careless artist would.
I bring your attention to this old woman in particular because she was, by all accounts, a quite ordinary woman who had been happily married for fifty-seven years before her husband departed, leaving her all alone with her six children and twenty-one grandchildren. She had, in fact, been knitting a dress for the newest grandchild, Lily, when she saw Frederick disappear. I am afraid we must leave the old woman, who you will later learn the name of, to find where Frederick has gone. Not that she is not a wonderful woman, but merely because all she will do for the next several days is sleep, eat, and knit, wondering if she might have imagined the whole ordeal.
Our friend Frederick appeared in midair, spinning fast in a downward spiral, his shoes gone, lost somewhere in space on the journey, and his feet bare. He landed in a tall sand dune and, regaining his rather short stature, licked his lips that had become uncommonly dry from traveling. He tasted iron and assumed that his lip must have begun to crack from the dryness. Not the best way to travel, he thought, but still, it got him where he was going. Forgetting he had sand on his hand, he reached up to dab at the blood with his finger. “Owww…banana muffins!!” he shouted in pain.
Sudden movement beneath him caused him to divert his attention from his minor injuries to the heaving sand dune. With two great sighs, the land gave way and fell, forming itself into a large pit. Frederick fell gracelessly onto his side. He had forgotten almost entirely about the irritable landscape on Fardula. One had to tread rather lightly on the dunes, otherwise they collapsed, in a self-defensive measure. Climbing out of the pit was next to impossible, something Frederick recollected as he attempted to do so.
He first attempted to get a foothold in the side of the sand crater, but it was in vain, as the sand merely poured around his foot, mocking him. He tried to dig his hands in but only succeeded in getting two large fistfuls of sand. He lay his body against the side of the almost sixty degree wall of the inverted dune and pressed into it. How did he get out of the last one? He tried to remember as he pushed off and attempted to climb, but all that happened was a great landslide of sand came pouring down.
He lay down in the bottom of the pit, and recalled how he had gotten out of the last one. It had been Arena, a native who had dropped in on her space craft when she saw his plight and laughed at him, speaking in a series of clucks and tsks. Would he be so lucky this time? He decided to stand up and call for whatever help may be nearby.
“Hello?” he shouted. “I know you probably can’t understand me, but I need help! You hear me? HELP!!!!!” He kicked the wall of the sand pit in anger and more sand crumbled down. Getting an idea, he started kicking the wall all around him, causing more sand to fall down and collect at the bottom of the pit, and then he pulled his feet out of it and kicked again. He kept this up for a while, and, after about an hour, figured he had probably gained about a foot and a half of height.
Though the sun was just rising on Fardula, he felt exhausted, as he had left at nighttime and endured the draining journey of the “Dr. Sticky Gum.” The strenuous kicking he had been doing had not helped the matter, and he resigned finally, lying down to have a quick, and rather sandy, rest. He dreamt of white polka dots that kept sticking to his arms and legs and, when he would pull one off, two more would appear. He awoke to a loud popping noise and felt the ground beneath him surge. The dune shot up again.
Frederick noticed the sun was high in the sky, as were the Nullif and Dunye stars, so he knew it must have been about midday.  He gave a triumphant whoop and stepped carefully over the rest of the dune to begin his journey. A mile or so into his journey, Frederick heard the whirring of an engine overhead and looked up to see an enormous craft moving slowly and raining down water over the desert around him. He had spent but a few minutes in the desert on his last trip here and had no idea why anyone would be watering a desert.
“It’s a lost cause!” he shouted up to them, smiling wryly. Seeming to take notice of him, the craft paused overhead, drenching him in cool, refreshing streams of water, which he opened his parched mouth to drink before spitting it out, gagging. “That is definitely not water!” he cried indignantly, spitting again profusely. The liquid was more of a jelly-like, thick substance that tasted the way that engine oil smelled, if you know what I mean.

Monday, April 25, 2011

O Sacred Word, Enfold Us

 













O Sacred Word, enfold us now,
With knee and humble heart we bow,
Seeking eternal truth in thee
Holy Spirit keeping company.
With every page revealed again,
The bloody, sinful, unwashed stain,
Which we ignore until reading brings
A knowledge of beautiful things
In which light we find conviction
In hearts under Jesus’ jurisdiction.

I bemoan the chasings of mortal Man,
Which dissolve and wash away like sand,
And yet we make unholy seem holy,
Standing in our sinful folly.
Instruction and encouragement
Are made a law and lineament.
We strap our backs with burdens heavy
Crying out from self-imposed levy:
Where is the freedom we forsook,
When ill we chose to read the book?

Given, written by hands Divine,
Mulled over like cheap wine
Until each grain of sand under inspection lies
Missing the point as each one tries
Uncovering a truth matching truth not
Discovering what sinful Man’s mind begot
When free we choose unfreedom still
Unknowingly, saving grace we kill
Save our mortal souls, Oh Lord!
Teach us how to read your Word.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Wind, Much Softer than the Mill

Part of the Scene which inspired the Poem
The wind dips His long fingers
To touch the water’s surface.
His gentle stroking lingers
Creating ripples restless.

The Mill stirs not the water so
With whirring whispers waking
The water to its depths would go
No pardon for the taking.

The sun shines flashing softly
Dancing reflections on the work
The wind’s fingers have done deftly
Not stirring up the murk.

The wind, the better of the two,
Knows how to stir the stream
For his ally with him woo
The water with gentle touch and beam.

Yet why we listen to the Mill
It’s churning sounds appealing
It cannot hold the water still
But many souls has it been stealing.

Gentle wind of God I thank thee
Though I hear the Mill of Satan
You always gently guide me
And to my rescue quickly hasten.

My spirit yields to breezes fine
I am rippled by His grace divine
For in His touch all shall find
Slow to anger,
and always kind.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Outside the Storm Comes


Outside the storm comes
And I sit in silence.

Outside the wind howls
And I am fascinated.
I ask, “Let Your Spirit come,
Come like a wind to my soul

But not like that wind.
That wind howls
And blows and
shakes things violently.”

To unstick this inner turmoil,
To paste it onto nature,
Would look much like the fierce gusts outside.
And yet
I sit here, in silence.

And yet I sit here in
Silence.

Peace.

Peace that passes all understanding
Yet understanding
Though the wind blows roughly without
It whispers gently within.
The peace comes not from the storm
But in spite of the storm
And is magnified
       In the blessed contrast.

Shake these unholy things
From my drooping branches!
These unholy, clinging, lifeless forms,
crumpled as they are cut off from
the life source.

In my earnestness to please You
I ask for agony
Yet agony
Must be endured
Though inflicted gently
Lovingly
Your hands shaping me
Removing every dead leaf
Through all the storms
So I may bud
And blossom
And be ever so beautiful.

For now
I am
Standing
Completely naked
Arms stretched
to Heaven
When You live
in my heart.

Monday, February 7, 2011

In the Dead of Winter


Raw open longing like a
Baby bird nests in my
Soul.
Forgiving is easy if you
forget it all and become
absolutely
nothing. But the longing increases with the nothingness until you must become something or else
you’ll burst!

Unfold and unflower, then, in the mid-September when all around you are those
Closing up shop for the coming winter. Dare
To stand unfolded in the dead of winter.
Listen.

Stillness is the first step to meaning then
Out of the nothing springs a hope
Not from the mind of man but from the soul of God speaking
“Child, child, child, child.”
He whispers.
Eyes closed you believe.
Eyes open you see the blank void of whiteness



that comes
Only in the dead of winter.
Don’t close your petals because of what you see
There is more than all this nonchalance and apathy
Color splashes color in the dead of winter but
All the colors are red.
Stained with sin.

A blizzard washes white again.
White fades to white, but now
A glistening ice sculpture has encased your frozen petals.
Silence.
Forgiveness is one frost-melted morning away.

When the Sun comes He warms all things.
Slowly you die, slowly you rise.
You had forgotten how much you loved the Sun
But He has never, never forgotten you.
Awake! Arise!